Archive for September, 2007
Is this not the perfect song?????? I heard it tonight, I know it is old, but it’s so beautiful…
Add comment September 21, 2007
When you realise he is a pig
There comes a time when you realise exactly how much you loved him but fuck, also, how much you hate him…..
My ex is in my close circle of friends. He is sweet, charming and everything anyone could ask for, the problem is, the lies……… and not the type of lies that are ‘white lies’ and you can ignore…….huge, enormous, gigantic lies that even a 4 year old would come out with….
i.e Did you see the dolphin fly across the road?
Anyway, it has been a week. I’m still heartbroken, but getting over him, anyway, tonight he comes out with all of us, and thirty minutes later informs us he will ‘brb’ , he is going to get ‘Tina’ , his NEW girlfriend, ‘booty call’, playmate?
My reaction : : : : : ‘ SHOCK :O’ ….. ‘is he really going to bring her here?’
Anyway, better still, he didn’t return…….
So, for all of thirty, forty minutes, I’m thinking….. ‘do I shake her hand’ ?
‘do I smile’ ? ‘ Am I expected to speak to her’ ???????????
I would fucking think and hope no………. but … the huge problem is, he is in my ‘circle of friends’ …so if he had no problem going to bring her tonight .. is he going to do it in the near future????????????????????????
This is waaaaaay to hard… I duno what to do..
1 comment September 21, 2007
Men — you need to know this.
30 THINGS GUYS SHOULD KNOW
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1. We love you if you’re sweet, but you can be a little bit of a “bad boy” sometimes.
2. Be a gentleman in public, be yourself when we’re alone.
3. We’re not always right, but you **** well better act like we are.
4. Don’t cheat on us with our best friend, we will find out & you’ll have ruined 2 relationships.
5. Suck up to our dads…they will be the ones keeping us from going out with you, not our moms.
6. Act interested in our makeup/bathing/eating rituals, you may be living with us someday.
7. When we say we look like crap, tell us we’re beautiful. When we really do look like crap, don’t lie..just kiss us.
8. Tell us you love us in front of your friends, to us, that’s the declaration of true love.
9. If we slap you hard, you probably deserve it, but we’ll forgive you. If we’re just playing, it means we want you to touch us.
10. Take things slow…but not too slow.
11. Forgive us if we don’t shave our legs everyday…it’s the most annoying thing in the world
12. When we say were fat or ugly tell us we’re not and were beautiful
13. When we say “I love you” and you don’t say it back…you ain’t getting none.
14. Whether we’re dating or “just friends”, never ask us to pay for anything.
15. If our best friend is a guy and we don’t talk about him a lot, he really is just a friend. If we do talk about him a lot, chances are that he’s more.
16. If a guy is bothering us, calmly ask him to stop. If he doesn’t, knock the sunshine outta him.
17. Don’t lie about anything. We always end up finding out, and besides it breaks our trust.
18. When we tickle you, it’s because we want to see you smile and squirm.
19. Act sad when you don’t get to see us.
20. Don’t flirt with our moms…it scares us.
21. Don’t talk about you ex girlfriends or your “good friends” that are girls.
22. Don’t introduce us as “your friend” if you’re clearly dating us.
23. Don’t bet on getting us into bed.
24. Get along with our older brothers, they can and will kick your ass if you mess with us.
25. When we’re alone, we know you don’t wanna talk, but don’t always kiss us, just hold us and be with us.
26. Girls love back massages, if we complain something hurts, rub it for us.
27. Memorize our birthdays, anniversaries, favorite colors, foods, animals, ect.
28. Girls like guys to smell good, but too much cologne can gag a girl.
29. A little sucking up to us is good sometimes but we can tell if it’s because you did something wrong.
30. Don’t date us if all you’re interested in is sex..
4 comments September 17, 2007
Fallen
Lately, this has been on repeat over and over and over…
I’m loving her stuff more and more.. Sarah McLachlan… everyone knows ‘angels’ but this song is truly amazing..
Fallen – Sarah McLachlan
Ladies, it is really worth listening to.. I looked for it on youtube and I can’t seem to find it.. if I do, I’ll post it.
Add comment September 17, 2007
A long time..
Sorry I haven’t posted anything in awhile, started a new job, started a new relationship and ended one..
So far, things are .. well completely up in the air.. I have no idea where this is going, I went in feet first and not with my heart first, this way I can jump straight back out if I feel that it is going nowhere..
We like the same things and he is very easy to talk to but I duno, doesn’t seem to be ‘perfect’ yet.
Who knows?
These are random rants tonight because well, I’ve no-one to talk to…
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Messed up…
Heaven bent to take my hand and lead me through the fire…
Truth be told I’ve tried my best but somewhere along the way I got caught up in all there was to offer.. and the cost was so much more than I could bear…
Why does this happen to me? I messed up again..
Guys seem to come and go with me, all is it that I just fall for the wrong kind?? They seem so perfect on the outside and even on the inside but then I truly find out who and what they are…
How do we know it isn’t all an act? How do we know that when we ‘fall’ we aren’t falling into a fire about to get burnt??? Even as cautious as we can be, we still manage to get hurt.
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