So… a detective is saying the following according to Sky News;

A Spanish private detective hired by Gerry and Kate McCann has vowed to find missing Madeleine within five months.

McCanns visited Morocco in search

Francisco Marco said he believes the child is alive in Morocco and is already following up reported sightings of a blonde-haired girl with her distinctive right eye.

The detective’s Spanish-based agency, Metodo 3, was given the job of finding Madeleine in September.

He said: “We have a six-month agreement with the McCanns. We have already spent a month and a half working. I will find her before that period is up.”

The 35-year-old said he is certain Mr and Mrs McCann had nothing to do with Madeleine’s disappearance from Praia da Luz, southern Portugal, on May 3.

Are we ever going to find out what happened? The family have now hired a private detective? Would you do this if you were guilty? No.. .. so, perhaps she really is alive. I just don’t know anymore.

Portugese police questioned the parents for 10 hours…….
They may have fooled the nation for nearly 6 months – 10 hours is nothing! come on!

And again –another sighting in morocco?

Something 2007 has taught me is that the pain of hearbreak is nothing compared to the physical pain of losing someone and the overwhelming grief that follows. I know now that the people who have broke my heart and continue to do so, arent worth having in my life. Time is precious enough, so I dont plan on wasting anymore time on people who arent worth it

Ramadan Kareem to everyone!

Ok, at first, I suspected, ‘abduction’……but I’m sorry…. I just am finding it really hard to believe now……

I’m sick of hearing different stories too… I’ve heard the following…

• never checked on? parent only listened through the door
• apparently children were medicated
• madeline is an IVF baby – apparently he may not infact be the father
• there was a ransom note? – explaining the ‘they’ve got her’
• the couple that they ate with are involved?
• the blood on the walls is hers?
• robert murat met with the couple a few days before in exeter?
• madeline was last seen in public with her parents at 2.30pm?
• a sighting in belgium?
• Mr. McCann has his hair cut the next day after his daughter disappeared?

you know… the list goes on and on and on and on…………..

Where is she? What do you suspect happened?

Does someone out there know something?

And yes, like many, I do believe the parents should be treated as suspects because when it comes down to it, statistics have proven that the majority of domestic violence cases involved with children, the abuser/attacker is a parent.

Who is to say they are involed? But, who says they are not?

I do believe that the parents should have been split up as soon as it happened and kept apart, because, I hope it isn’t, but if they are involved , the Portuguese police will have a lot to answer for.. 100 days to collaborate a story?

As for the ‘no emotion’ from the parents as I read on one message board… yes, I agree they are not puppets…. but to not even shed ONE tear???

I recall when the little girls went missing Sarah and Jessica – does anyone else recall the family? They were uncontrollably sobbing and I suspect any mother or father would be the same………

The McCanns have not SHED one tear on camera, honestly, I find them too calm.

One person said on the AOL message boards; but if they show emotion they will be considered; over-reacting, playing for camera’s??

Which seems more appropriate??? Uncontrollable crying and screaming because your child has disappeared? or cool, calm and collected, ‘we believe she is still alive’, repeated over and over and over………with no facial expression, whatsoever..

What does everyone think?

Does anyone else just find the whole thing REALLY strange??????

Sincerely, my thoughts and prayers are with the whole family.. I hope they find their little girl, alive and well and I really hope I’m wrong about my assumptions. But, surely, someone, somewhere knows something??

So, I’ve found myself falling more and more for someone… but there are times I just wonder…. how the hell do men think??

I mean, do they wake up in the morning and think, ‘I’m going to play hard to get today’ …….. lol.

It’s so hard to find decent guys anymore..

I look at my parents and they are so in love.. still 30 years later..

Recently I watched, ‘The Notebook’ and my god, Noah went all out – he even the picket white fence correct…

I’m just wondering am I the only women that thinks like this??

I shave my legs,
I sit down to pee.
And I can justify any shopping spree.
Don’t go to a barber, but a beauty salon.
I can get a massage without a hard-on.
I can balance the checkbook,
I can pump my own gas.
Can talk to my friends about the size of my ass.
My beauty’s a masterpiece and yes, it takes long.
At least I can admit to others when I’m wrong.
I don’t drive in circles, at any cost.
And I don’t have a problem admitting I’m lost.
I never forget an important date.
You just gotta deal with it, I’m usually late.
I don’t watch movies with lots of gore.
Don’t need instant replay to remember the score.
I won’t lose my hair, I don’t get jock itch.
And just cause I’m assertive, Don’t call me a bitch.
Don’t say to your friends, Oh yeah, I can get her.
In your dreams, my dear, I can do better!
Flowers are okay,
But jewelry’s best.
Look at me you idiot…
Not at my chest????
I don’t have a problem,
With Expressing my feelings.
I know when you’re lying,
You look at the ceiling.
DON’T call me a GIRL ,
a BABE or a CHICK .
I am a WOMAN.
Get it?, you D*CK!?!

I visited the grave recently.. I know that I wasn’t there alone… I felt safe, secure and almost like someone was watching me…

I am a firm believer in angels.. and I’m sure that I have a guardian angel, I’m just not sure who it is……..

“We can all be angels to one another. We can choose to obey the
still small stirring within, the little whisper that says,
Go. Ask. Reach out. Be an answer to someone’s plea.
You have a part to play. Have faith.’
We can decide to risk that He is indeed there, watching, caring, cherishing
us as we love and accept love. The world will be a better place for it.
And wherever they are, the angels will dance.”
-Joan Wester Anderson

“We are like children, who stand in need of masters to enlighten us
and direct us; and God has provided for this,
by appointing his angels to be our teachers and guides.”
-Saint Thomas Aquinas

“We shall find peace. We shall hear angels,
we shall see the sky sparkling with diamonds.”
-Chekov

“Make yourself familiar with the angels, and behold them
frequently in spirit; for without being seen, they are present with you.
-Saint Francis de Sales

“To love for the sake of being loved is human, but to love for the sake of loving is angelic.”
-Alphonse de Lamartine

“For God comments the angels to guard you in all your ways”
.-Pslams, 91:11

“The guardian angels of life sometimes fly so high as to be beyond
our sight, but they are always looking down upon us.”
-Jean Paul Richter

“Angel of God, my guardian dear
To whom God’s love commits me here;
Ever this day be at my side,
To light and guard, to rule and guide.”
-Traditional Catholic Prayer

“When hearts listen, angels sing.”
-Unknown

“Let us be silent that we may hear the whisper of God.”
-Ralph Waldo Emerson

My mum gave me this little card recently with a verse inside it. I thought this was truly beautiful and brought a tear to my eyes…

Follow Your Destiny, Wherever It Leads You

Walk your path one step at a time – with courage, faith, and determination.

Keep your head up and cast your dreams to the stars. Soon your steps will become firm and your footing will be solid again.

A path that you never imagined will become the most comfortable direction you would have ever hoped to follow.

Keep your belief in yourself and walk into your new journey. You will find it magnificent, spectacular, and beyond your

wildest imaginings.

~Vicki Silvers

I do exercise. That’s a lie. But, I don’t do it often and the reason being, I suffer from a neurological illness. One hour of exercise is the equivalent of running a marathon to me…. I end up regretting it the next day…

My bones ache all over, I’m exhausted and more so than the average person.

I feel so dead today. I walked four miles yesterday round a golf course, played 18holes and came off with an impressive 26 points. Not too bad for a handicap of 36.

But, boy do I regret it today?! As much fun as it was, and I will make a point of going out again soon. I’m not fit to move today.

It will be an early night tonight for me!

So, I had myself a little giggle today. I remember why I don’t go to the dentist. I believe- you let them start messing about with your teeth and well you are just going to cause more problems for yourself.

My sister came home just now from the dentist. Bless her, her whole mouth is swollen right up to below her left eye. She looks like a stroke patient. It’s really terrible. She then had to go somewhere after and she had to explain that her face looked messed up because she had just been to the dentist.

Honestly, she looks like she has had a stroke, a scary image when looking at a 21year old. Anyway. hmm yeah, I’m glad I don’t go. Thankfully, I don’t have problems with my teeth.Rarely have a toothache.. and well if I do, I just cram in the painkillers.

Why do we all hate the dentist soooooooo much???