I visited the grave recently.. I know that I wasn’t there alone… I felt safe, secure and almost like someone was watching me…

I am a firm believer in angels.. and I’m sure that I have a guardian angel, I’m just not sure who it is……..

“We can all be angels to one another. We can choose to obey the
still small stirring within, the little whisper that says,
Go. Ask. Reach out. Be an answer to someone’s plea.
You have a part to play. Have faith.’
We can decide to risk that He is indeed there, watching, caring, cherishing
us as we love and accept love. The world will be a better place for it.
And wherever they are, the angels will dance.”
-Joan Wester Anderson

“We are like children, who stand in need of masters to enlighten us
and direct us; and God has provided for this,
by appointing his angels to be our teachers and guides.”
-Saint Thomas Aquinas

“We shall find peace. We shall hear angels,
we shall see the sky sparkling with diamonds.”
-Chekov

“Make yourself familiar with the angels, and behold them
frequently in spirit; for without being seen, they are present with you.
-Saint Francis de Sales

“To love for the sake of being loved is human, but to love for the sake of loving is angelic.”
-Alphonse de Lamartine

“For God comments the angels to guard you in all your ways”
.-Pslams, 91:11

“The guardian angels of life sometimes fly so high as to be beyond
our sight, but they are always looking down upon us.”
-Jean Paul Richter

“Angel of God, my guardian dear
To whom God’s love commits me here;
Ever this day be at my side,
To light and guard, to rule and guide.”
-Traditional Catholic Prayer

“When hearts listen, angels sing.”
-Unknown

“Let us be silent that we may hear the whisper of God.”
-Ralph Waldo Emerson

My mum gave me this little card recently with a verse inside it. I thought this was truly beautiful and brought a tear to my eyes…

Follow Your Destiny, Wherever It Leads You

Walk your path one step at a time – with courage, faith, and determination.

Keep your head up and cast your dreams to the stars. Soon your steps will become firm and your footing will be solid again.

A path that you never imagined will become the most comfortable direction you would have ever hoped to follow.

Keep your belief in yourself and walk into your new journey. You will find it magnificent, spectacular, and beyond your

wildest imaginings.

~Vicki Silvers

Now it says: Facebook is temporarily unavailable, we are working on it —–

Have they been hacked ?????? :O

I’m starting to think someone has managed to hack facebook!! It’s been down for like an hour?! Wtf? I want my facebook back!!

If there’s one good thing I can do
One heart than I can mend ♥
One teardrop I can help replace

With laughter for a friend.

One unsaid word that I can say
To take away a wrong.
One little thing I can do
To make a weak faith strong.

If there’s a kindness I can show
However great or small,
Then my life will have some meaning -
That’s what matters most of all.

Little poems like this are what get me through the day.

Can anyone tell me – What makes a man??

Is it him saying- this isn’t goodbye? He swears he wouldn’t cry – he did..

What exactly makes a man??

Tell me what makes a man wanna give you all his heart? Smile when your around and cry when your apart? If you know what makes a man wanna love you the way I do, girl you got to let me know, so I can get over you? – Yes, the infamous, once famous – Westlife song..

But, yes, I’m wondering… what makes a man??

Are all men chauvinistic pigs? Do any men on this earth apologize? Why is it that no matter whether the woman is right or wrong – she will ALWAYS be the one to apologize??

Are there men out there that want to show you off? That want to say, ’she’s mine’ or ‘this is my beautiful girlfriend’. am I hoping for too much??

Where is the guys that don’t care what you wear?? They think you look hot in a pair of tracksuit bottoms? Where are they? Do they exist?

I wonder…. are all men the same?? Or have I yet to come across one?

I give my best to you… nothing for me to do, but, I’ve one last cry, before I leave it all behind..

I’ve got to put you out of my mind, this time, been living a lie.. I guess I’m down to my last cry…

Ever wonder, how do we realise it is time to let go??

Ever wonder why we fight for something when we know in our hearts it is well and truly over…

Is it the thought that– this is it?? I’m now going to have to move on… live alone, celebrate birthdays, watch movies – alone…….

How do we know? How do we know when to move on?

One last cry – When is it ok to cry?? When should the tears stop??

Should the tears of fear, neglect turn to tears of joy that we are finally free???

When is it time to say; I’m done? I’m finished?

Alone

Been alone for so long
don’t even know what went wrong

I’m feelin bad

These past few days

I don’t even know what to say

I’ve gone quiet and felt so down
Way below normal, somewhere near the ground

I like him but. . I’m so down and hurtin
Cus of not knowin how he feels

I’m so down and feeling more than pain
I want this peson but I’m feelin all strange

I‘m not giving up

If I Had One Wish it would be to be with you…

I want to be with you
You and nothin but You

Wanna Be With U Durin the Night
My Last wish tonight will be

I Love You and to be loved by you…

Love

I shed tears for you every night,
Even when you cause me pain
You are my only light.
But here I am, in burning fires chain’d…

I am sorry for what I did to you.
Breaking your defences,
And opening your heart to pain, too.
But I must confess:
I love you; I hope you love me too.

I can’t hide it no more,
I am so frightened.
My heart so sore, but still praying for more.
But all I need is you,
To say you love me too.

There was no sign of “out of synchronization”. No Clue to whether or not I was in a dream, or if I had been actually living this out. The line between reality and imagination had been crossed, and I was dangerously dangling between the two.

The dream consisted of me being in a room other other than mine, which I should say was the ONLY indication to me that this is a dream, it was an “U” shaped room. I would be on the top right end. Going down lower to the next room, would result in awkward things. However, going to the last room would result in meetings with people I did not know, and who were clearly from a world that is not the one which I am accustomed too.

The first encounter was with a young person — who asked me who I thought they were, in a rude manner.

I can’t recall if it’s the second encouter, or if there were any others — however the next one I remember consisted of me hiding under the blankets. Thinking it’s my brother in my room, I remove the cover to inform him of my sightings and ask him to explore with me and put an end to my dillusions — however, I was surprised at the sight of a man that has a large stature, reminding me of my uncle hadi (perhaps because of the beard?) I wanted to speak, but my vocal cords were frozen. I wanted to move, but I could feel all my muscles gradually freezing up. Down from my legs all the way to my face — I could move nothing, and feel only that of a large weight overpowering me. Doing what any sane religious human would do, I turned to god in this moment of paranoi, dellusion, fear and uncertainty. I think to say “BISMILLAH” but the words refuse to come out. “AUTHOBILLAH” but the words too are frozen and overcome.

At what seems to be seconds later, with absolutely no sign of perspective change — a la FROM imagination TO reality… no, it was utterly continuous — realistic fearful — and questionably real… I move the blankets away from me, and I’m back to normal, I’m awake. I look around the room, there’s nothing but my sleeping brother, and my wailing computer fan.
I look into the darkness and try to make out a figure, any figure. Catch whatever it is, if anything, in the act. What act? I don’t know.